Blogfirmation: There’s always a blessing in disguise in every situation. Something far greater always comes out of moments that test you.

Have you ever been to a point in your life where you are doing everything in your power to make some moves, whether it is applying for jobs, or starting a business or anything that you have a focus on, and things are not moving quickly? Well, I am at that point currently. I have been applying for jobs since the day I lost my job, and nothing has sparked yet.

One thing I love about my circle of sisterhood is that my sisters, always trying to help whether I ask for help or not. They also have been sending me job leads as well. And don’t get it twisted, whatever leads they send my way, I will take a look at them and apply if they are beneficial to what I want to do. Still no hits. I think I might have revamped my resume multiple times, thinking it might be something that I need to add to spruce up my credentials.

Then half of time the jobs you know you are qualified for; they want to give u minimum pay. The world is definitely changing in some aspects but staying the same in certain environments. Rejection is redirection. Maybe everything that is happening in my life is redirecting me to do something for myself. Still trusting the process.

I had a conversation with my cousin a few days ago, and we were just catching up about life. She even stated that she is trying to figure out what she is meant to do as well. My cousin is a great cook, and she makes the most beautiful and delicious cakes. I swear she should have gone to culinary school or something, because she always makes great food since I was kid. I told her that after I lost my job, I was really thinking long and hard as to what my next step is, and what I am supposed to be doing with my life.  I think we all get to a point where life is supposed to be easy or we just might need to take a break to have an eat, pray, love era. Or maybe we just want to do what we want to do, and not have to worry about anything.

I can honestly say this time that I have, I have done a lot of reflecting, and re-evaluating things that I have done in my life. It is like a true reset has happened. You start to realize what you will and won’t put up with going forward. You start to create healthy boundaries for yourself. You start to believe more in yourself than you have in a long time. You start to listen to yourself more and block out the unnecessary noise. I listen to myself more now than I have in a long time.

I utilize my time more wisely and do things that feel good. I am learning more to try new things whether it’s new food, new books, or new workout routines. I am taking this time to be the best version of me. Still trusting the process and learning how to relax, and let things flow instead of causing mental chaos worrying about things that are out of my control. I am trusting my intuition. We have always heard that saying “Something in my spirit told me this” well, that is your higher self; telling you to do or not to do something. My higher self keeps telling me to keep going. So that’s what I am going to do. I am going to keep radiating and elevating on this journey. I know that everything is going to work out in its own divine timing.

Signing off…..

Jay Da Vibe