Blogfirmation: Don’t be afraid to start over again. This time, you are not starting from scratch, you are starting from experience.
Today is a new day. I have officially boxed up my equipment and am ready to send it back to the company I no longer work for. It has been five months since I lost my job and I have been waiting for them to send the boxes to return them back, so I cleaned up and sage my office. It’s time to get some new energy flowing up in here. My office feels a whole light lighter and now I can get some creative energy going.
This is it. This is my time. That’s what I keep hearing in my mind. Like girl, you finally get your time back, what are you going to do with it.
I can admit starting over can be a little unsettling. But just know that you can do anything you put your mind to. Creating this blog has definitely been a learning experience. It kinda brings back a nostalgic period when myspace had came out. My friends and I were on it heavy back in the day. Creating our pages and adding music to it. The good ole days….
Most people would still be depressed or stressed trying to figure out what’s next. But I can honestly say that I only took one day to be emotional about my job ending. In all honesty, mentally I left that job about 4 years ago. I was truly going through the motions. I guess the correct phrase for mentally leaving is called quiet quitting. It is like you know it is time to go when you dread getting up in the morning and you are trying your best to keep a positive attitude. It felt like the weight of the world was on my shoulders and all I wanted to do was be free.
My body, my mind and my heart were all in sync, and telling me Jay it’s time to move on and evolve. I have done numerous tarot readings connecting with spirit and was getting so many confirmations from synchronicities, spirit animal’s, even the tarot cards were telling me it’s time to go. Now if you are looking at it from a realistic standpoint, you are like how? Especially when you don’t have a backup plan or another job waiting for you. But in the end things still happen the way they are supposed to. And I’m a true believer of that.
Don’t let anyone make you feel bad about what’s going on in life. This is your life. And you are the creator.
I always say that everything is aligning in my favor. Let me tell you, things are still aligning in my favor. My bills are paid. I have food in my fridge, gas in my car, and the best thing now is that I can be creative and do what I truly want to do. I know the money will come.
Signing off…..
Jay Da Vibe
